Conversations with God- Dreaming

God

How are you today Matthew?

Matthew

Once again my sleep is out of order, but I am in a good mood. I can face the night that is ahead of me. I am kind of used to my sleep being out of whack.

God

We get some good things done at night when you are fresh. I love you sitting down and typing my words. I enjoy speaking to you. You are my darling. I love you so much. I have so much for you. There are so many things that I am going to do through you. There is so many things I have got you for. You are a good dreamer. I love to see you dreaming. We simply showed you fifty books in heaven and right away you set it in your heart to write those fifty books. You are something else. You have such a great capacity to see things that are not seen by others, and see them as your reality. No matter how many books you are working at at one time, you are always thinking of the next books that you are going to produce.

Right now you are thinking and meditating on a book about the book of Revelation. In the past you had no interest in writing on that subject but after a couple of people prophesied that you would write on that subject, you opened up about doing it. That is what I like so much about you, you are easily led by my Holy Spirit.

Matthew

Yes that is true. I had no interest in writing about the book of Revelation and through other people prophesying about it, and after reading a controversial book on it, I was convinced to do it. I still don’t know what I will write in that book and I am not so sure how long it will be, but I feel that I have to say something now that I feel so many people are being led astray by others who have written about it.

God

And that is how we get you motivated to do things. We have you find error in other teaching and we encourage you to write to set things right. You are a dream to us. You are becoming everything we dreamed of. Just because we want something doesn’t mean that we get it. People still have a free will. In order to get you to do what we want you to do, we have to encourage you, motivate you and lead you. People assume that we always get what we want because we are God, but that is simply not true. We would love the whole world to be saved and follow Jesus, but everyone has free will and they have the choice to follow Jesus or not. We are therefore really excited to see you thinking about writing a book of Revelation, and meditating on it, because that was so far from what your flesh wanted to do years ago. We are so happy.

Matthew

It is only because people are reading error and believing it that I will go to the effort to set things right as I see them. Even though I write this book does not mean that every Christian in the world will see it and read it. But I know you will use it to warn some people and change the hearts of the people that read it. It humbles me to write on such a subject. It is such a vital subject for people to understand in this generation. I have never dreamed of writing such a book.

God

It is our dream. It is so good to work with people and to be able to lead them to do the opposite of what their flesh wants to do. Some of our greatest dreams get fulfilled when we get close to people and are able to direct them to do what we want. Even your God dreams. It is important for you to keep your dreams alive. I know that you have stopped dreaming in some respects Matthew. You have waited so long to preach and you have kind of given up dreaming. You know that so many people get to preach before you. You have known of so many people that were given churches and pulpits whilst we told you that you couldn’t become a student of theology and go to Bible college. For so much of your life you have been waiting to preach and have not been given opportunities and so in a way your light, your hope and your dreams have diminished. You simply don’t think much about it, simply so you you don’t get your hopes up for nothing. We understand.

Matthew

I guess that is the reason I have been so faithful in writing books. I don’t need another person’s open door of invitation to write books. I can get inspiration and write and simply wait on you to get the finances to publish. This is confronting this post. I agree that yes I have stopped dreaming. I think a lot of people are like me. They have waited for years to see their dreams realized and then simply reached a stage where they stopped dreaming. I don’t think we want to stop dreaming, its just that it hurts so much to keep our dreams alive without seeing any progress.

God

Yes, this is something I wanted to speak to you about. I am a God that does not lie. I have told you through prophecies that you are going to go to the nations and preach my words. I have told you that you are going to teach people to prophesy and run workshops. I have told you that I am going to use you in a powerful way. You are simply to be in faith and to believe and do everything that I direct you to do. I promise you that things are going to work out and that you are going to be used in a mighty way.

I know that inside you are hurting. I know that inside you hear the prophecies spoken over you and your heart is stirred and then you put those prophecies away and you don’t focus on them as they upset you when they take so many years to be fulfilled. There are many people like you Matthew. So many people that feel I have let them down. There are so many people that are hurting. All I can say to you is that everything is coming along in your life according to our plans. I know when we release you to preach that you won’t take it for granted and I know also that you won’t be afraid to say what we call you to say. You have waited so long for your time in the sun, that you won’t be wasted.

Matthew

I always thought that I was a great dreamer God. I did not have much of an idea that I was hurting so much inside. It took doing this post for me to see my pain. I pray that you can heal this heart of mine and restore me to dreaming and believing in a great future.

God

I will do that. I will restore you and build you up. I promise. Good bye.