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Conversations with God- My Desires

My Desires

Hi Matthew, how are you today?

I am good. Your Holy Spirit led me to write another post from You today. I am in a good mood and flowing in the anointing and so I am ready for You to speak to me and to the readers. I know I have followers on Facebook that like these posts, so I am sure that they will enjoy reading another conversation.

Yes, I am glad that you sat down to speak with Me and that I can speak to you. It is my desire to speak to the whole of creation. I know that I could do people a lot of personal good if they could hear Me speak to them one on one. There is so much that could be cleared up and so I am very happy that at least I can speak through you at this time. Could you please try imagine what it would be like to be the Creator and not be able to speak to Your creation?

It must be heart breaking for you!

If you could think of the person in the world with the biggest heart like Lady Dianna had or Michael Jackson had, to name a couple, and you multiply their hearts by a thousand times, you would not get to the size of my heart. There is no one that desires suffering to end more than Me. The person that gets hurt so much by the suffering of mankind is Me the Creator of man. I wish that My people knew Me. Even the people that know My Son don’t hear from Him. Even among the people that are meant to be Mine, I still don’t get to talk to. I wish that I could speak to everyone.

You are getting me emotional again. I want to bigger audience and yet I can see how You and Jesus want a bigger audience so much more than me. Even when millions of people want to hear from You, and they buy the other Conversations with God book by Neale they still aren’t getting to hear from You. Here are people wanting to hear You speak and they are getting deceived. So many people are looking for You and yet so many of them get sucked in by other religions. Even as You say, people of the Christian faith can’t hear from You. It must be so frustrating for you and so, so sad!

Sometimes our hearts meet Matthew. Sometimes you sit down and We connect in a very deep way. Yes, I hurt. My desire is that all people knew My Son and could be free to live out the life that I planned for them. I wish that they could hear from Me and be directed by Me and My Holy Spirit. I wish that people could be sensitive to the Holy Spirit and do what he impressed on their hearts to do. I wish all people could be open to what We want, to not only hear what We want but to be able to act on it. I wish that people could really know me. I wish that all people could understand how much sorrow that I have. Of course, in My presence is fullness of joy, but among My true friends I can share My sadness.

I wish I could come up there and give you a big hug and wipe those tears away from Your face. I see that I don’t have to visit You as once again You have stepped through this portal in my house and You are with Me. Oh Lord of High. Let me love you and share Your heart. My heart is overcome with sorrow and compassion for You.

I wish My people knew that I suffered. I wish that My people could understand that the world makes Me cry. I wish that people knew that I wanted them to be like Jesus and love the people that they meet in the world. I wish that people stopped playing church and honestly sought My face and started to do what I wanted them to do. I wish that the world as you know it, would start to obey what My Son taught. I wish that I could speak to the whole world. I wish that you were really a great name prophet and that your books would sell ten million copies. I wish that I could speak to My people. I know that You feel My heart and you understand in part what I am going through but really it is a thousand times worse and harder for Me than you can imagine.

I love you Father. I know I would shout it from the mountaintop. You know I won’t be silent. I wish that I could be a greater voice for you. I wish that this book would be a New York Times bestseller. But the success of this book is really in Your hands. Besides, I don’t think I am emotionally or spiritually ready for a million people to know who I am.

I have many desires Matthew. I wish that people understood these verses and practiced them.

1 John 2:15-17New Living Translation (NLT)

15 Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you. 16 For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. 17 And this world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who does what pleases God will live forever.

I take this as a clear sign that you want me to teach on this in my next book Father. I have been thinking of doing a short ebook with this theme. I thank you for confirming it. I think that it would be really good if people could learn how to live in this world without serving the world and its lusts. They would have a whole lot more money and time to serve You if they understood these verses and practiced them. I wonder at the world with all the Teachers of the Word and all the pastors in the world, how the average Christian does not understand these verses, much less obey them!

It is so sad Matthew. It is amazing that there are so many teachers in the world and yet I still have a place for you. It is amazing that there are so many prophets in the world, but only one of you writing this series of books Conversations with God. It is quite disheartening that I have asked other prophets to write books titles this after Neale’s books and yet none have done it. There are many people that will say that I am not speaking to you and that this is a word of demons and unscriptural. Some will take offense that I appeared in your house to cry in front of your face. They will mock but still not get the message. You are not the only one to be amazed that I really need you to teach My people.

I count it an honour to speak to You and share Your words. I hope that people got a glimpse into Your heart with this message. I was deeply touched. Thank you for leading me to write tonight.

Be blessed Matthew. Go and scan this for typos and post it.