Getting Right with God- Part 21

Journal 21

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I am in a good place. People might remember in the first journal that I was talking about going to an exercise physiologist. Well I went there and found that it would indeed be good for me to get an exercise bike. Since I bought it, I have been working my way up to doing 45 minutes on it. In the last 24 hours, I have gone for 3, 45 minute sessions. I am so happy about how many calories I am burning. I am determined now; I have found a way to exercise that I am going to lose my weight. I have also been getting really good calorie controlled meals to eat. With right eating and right exercise I feel that my weight has to come off. I am so happy.

God:

It is good to see you happy. You also stayed up all night, which adds to your mood. I am so happy that you spent the $850 to get the bike and that it is something that you are going to use until you lose the weight that you want to lose. I am so happy for you.

Matthew:

My publisher is also going to make a change to 30 books of mine that will allow me to have more people donate money to my ministry. I am also so happy about that. When I wrote that page in my books to encourage people to give me money to support my ministry I wished silently that I could have that page put into all my books. Now my publisher has offered to put that page into all my books, the paperbacks and hardcovers and the kindle books. I am so happy how you think of our secret desires and make them happen. I am full of gratitude for you Lord of my life.

I also decided to withdraw $100 to give as a tithe and you saw fit to bring another $300 into my ministry in one day. Surely I cannot out give you Lord. I am just amazed at how good you are to me.

God:

Yes, that is good news about the changes that are going to be made to your books. I will use that to help you raise funds for you to publish as many books as you can write.

You only have 9 days before this will be 30 messages and enough to make you first book on your homework. The time is going pretty fast and you are getting really good at doing these journals. Take care.

Openness and vulnerability 21

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe with the drop in your book sales that your income will slow down so much that you won’t be able to publish when you want to publish.

You saw how I brought $300 into your ministry in one day today. You will remember the one person that I raised up that gave you $5000.00 in six weeks. The enemy is a liar. He wants you to think that you are going to live in lack. I am your supply. If you are faithful to me, I will be faithful to you. I have not let you down in two years and I am not going to begin now.

I allowed your books sales to go down so that you might come to get your identity though me and not as a successful author. I love you and I want to prosper you so you can feed my sheep. In fact, I want to feed my sheep more than you do. It is my desire to educate that drives your heart. It is my desire in you that compels you to write and to teach. You carry my heart to educate and teach. That is why I will never stop the supply coming to you.

Can you understand this? I want to reach the world through your books. I want to have you write a hundred books and then I want to give you a bestseller. When that book comes out, I want people who read it, the hundreds of thousands that read it to discover that you already have a hundred books. I want you to become an internationally world renowned author and speaker.

It is me that wants to reach the world with both the deep revelation that I share in your books, plus the fundamental truths that are found in your books. I want the whole world to know you. You just need to be patient and let me do things my way. I know what I am doing. You are not the first Christian author that I have worked with! Ha ha.

Matthew:

One of my Facebook friends is going to send Prince Harry and Prince William a copy of my book Princess Diana speaks from heaven. That would be really amazing if they received it and read it. I pray that you might make a way for that to happen.

Father:

I have good things in your life in the future. I will take care of you and your life. Just follow my leading. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 21

Jesus take me to the courts

I see the courts. I see the Father sitting on his throne. I give you honour Father. Thank you for being here. I see many angels, both flying and standing in the courts. I honour you angels. I see Jesus standing next to me. I hug him and I honour you Jesus for being here. I see my personal angels. I honour Bethany, Elisha, and Michael. I also see Mark here my finance angel. I honour you all.

I see the accuser. He is wearing a cape. He says Matthew is not worthy to be a breakout author.

I agree with this accusation. I am not worthy in man’s standards, but under God, I am a beloved son and as his son I am worthy to become a breakout author. I use the best editor I can find. I use a great proof-reader. I use a quality graphic designer and a publisher that strives toward excellence in what he does.  I have a desire to produce excellence, I am simply waiting on the book that will be a breakout sales vehicle.

Father:

I agree with you Matthew. You are doing everything that is right. Alex your counsellor will teach you how to maximize each books earning capacity when time comes for that. I have no worries when it comes to you. We just need to see you healed before anything big happens. We wouldn’t want you to get discovered before you are mentally and spiritually ready for success. I judge that this accusation is false.

I judge this accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you Matthew. “I will be a break out author when the right time comes and everyone will be shocked at how many books I already have.”

Take care, my son. You are worthy of success and we are going to make sure it happens for you.

Matthew:

Thank you Father. I honour you. Thanks for that scroll/prophecy. I am full of love and gratitude for you. Thank you Jesus for being with me. I thank my personal angels. I dispatch you Mark to collect more funds. Ha ha! Thank you angels. I leave the court.