Journal 23
God:
How are you today?
Matthew:
I was a bit tired. I had dominating thoughts to skip this today, but I know who is giving me those thoughts. I am amazed at how open I am to the enemy’s thoughts. He does not give up on me. He wants to stop something good.
God:
He is a little upset with is communicating each day. He also does not like you sharing these journals with others on your blog. While ever people are being blessed, he gets mad.
Matthew
Doing these three posts for my homework each day is only half of what I have to do each day now, and I have to admit it is tiring to do. It wears me down a little. It is a lot to do. It is hard to face with so much that has to be done.
God:
You will get used to it again. Then you will start to be transformed. We are in the process of transforming you. We don’t want you to stay where you are and where you have been.
You will get used to all the work and when it becomes natural for you it will be very helpful for you. You are just taking time to adjust. Take care.
Openness and Vulnerability 23
Matthew
What lie and I believing?
Father:
You believe that you are limited in what you can do. You see to think that you personally have limits to what you can do, but this is just an illusion that is given to you from the enemy. You have limitless potential and you can do some amazing things. You have a God that has many ideas for you and plans for your life and those plans are much more comprehensive for you than you could imagine.
You saw the author scroll and the business scrolls that Alex did for you and you can see that we have a lot planned for your life. It is comprehensive and a lot more than you can even imagine. You have unlimited capacity in you and when you are healed you are going to get many things done.
It is important that you use your time with us, the press in and imagine what you are going to do with your life. What you achieve is not limited to your own thoughts, it is what we think you can do that has the final say in your life. You are an obedient son and we will lead you into many great things. Many people are going to be blessed from your life. We want to touch maximum people through you and that is why we have so much planned for you because we want you to be a lot more than a Prophet and a Teacher through your books.
Matthew:
The scrolls were amazing. They listed so many things that I am going to do. I can see how I could be held back by thinking I am limited. You have wonderful plans for me. It is far more than I could even imagine or dream up. I am thankful that you are going to be my coach and you are going to lead me into everything. I trust you.
Father:
Take care.
Courts of heaven 23
Jesus take me to the courts
I see the courts. I see God on his throne and I give him honour. I see angels in the court. I give them honour. I see Jesus in the courts next to my table. I give him honour. I see my personal angels and I give them honour. I honour all who are in the courts.
I see the accuser, he says that I am lazy and that is why I can’t achieve much.
I agree with my accuser. I can be lazy and I did not have much hope in my future because of it. I repent of my laziness and ask that the Lord would help me with it. I am trying my best to achieve things.
Father:
I judge the accuser and send him from the court to be punished.
You are my child Matthew. I forgive you for the parts of you that are a little bit lazy. You are a tireless worker for my kingdom and you manage to do so many things with your days. You achieve so much. I remove the hurt that today’s accusation caused you. It is a very hurtful charge and I know it hurt you. I apply the balm of Gilead to you. I wash your wounds.
I write a scroll for your wall. “I am a tireless worker for the kingdom and others.”
I love you Matthew.
Jesus:
I love you heaps mate.
Matthew:
I ask the court that you will arrange for Holly to get quite a few shifts from her new work. She needs work to qualify for her visa.
I thank God for his love, words and the scroll. I honour him. I thank Jesus for being here and his words. I honour him. I thank the angels for being present as well as my personal angels. I honour you all. I leave the court.