Getting Right with God- Part 30

Journal 30

God:

How are you today?

Matthew:

I am doing okay. I had a very big sleep in today. I think I was getting over staying up for two nights. It seems to take quite a toll on me these days. I used to be able to do it before and just sleep in one day after and I would be caught up, but now the tiredness lingers on for a couple of days.

God:

It’s a sign of your body getting older don’t you think? Ten years ago you could do it okay. Now it takes its toll on you. You are changing just as you are changing with these journals. You are slowly getting to know me better. Each day we grow closer and closer. I enjoy speaking to you every day. Sometimes you have a break, or a day off from speaking, but for the most part I enjoy speaking to you each day through these journals.

I wish I could have this sort of interaction with all the people that know me. I wish that every Christian would journal with me and hear my voice. It may be amazing to you, but I could journal with a billion people at once. That is one thing that makes us different. I can talk to many people at the same time. I can be in the courts interacting with millions of people at the same time. That should blow your mind!

Matthew:

It does blow my mind. People should consider that when they start to think that they are as smart as you and chose to do things their own way. You really are beyond comprehension. I don’t know how you speak to a million people at once. It does really blow my mind.

I guess you really enjoy speaking to Christians that are speaking back and forth with you. I know you enjoy speaking to me. You tell me that often. It must be good having so many people love you and come to you in prayer.

God:

It warms my heart to speak to my children. It really makes me happy that people come to get to know me. It is more exciting to be able to speak back to people, then just them having one-way prayers to me. I really want you to teach people to come to me and learn to speak back and forth to me.

Matthew:

This is what this book will be all about. It’s not only to show people what is possible, but with the other books I recommend, I hope it to be a catalyst to cause people to start to journal for themselves.

God:

I am sure many people will be encouraged by reading it. Take care.

Openness and Vulnerability 30

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You think that you are mentally ill. That is what the doctors say that you are and that is what you repeat to others. But I see you differently and in time with counselling we will heal you so that will no longer be your confession. The mental illness is a lie from Satan that has power in your life at the moment.

In the past few years you have not been confessing it so often. Many people that follow you have no idea that this is your confession. Most people see you as a wise disciple of mine that is really close to me. They don’t listen to you and hear mental illness speaking, they instead listen to you and hear the revelations of God and his wisdom.

You have had quite the struggle and in the midst of it you have drawn close to my son. As you have been through all that you have been through, you have clung close to Jesus. You have this strong faith in us. You still remember those Muslims and the effect that they had on you. You can see the danger of talking to them now. You will know better in the future. Despite the dent they put in your faith, you will go on and be strong in my might and my power. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 30
Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see gold and precious stones. I see the Father on his throne. I honor him. I see Jesus next to my table. I honor him. I see the angels of the Lord that are witnesses. I honor them. I see my personal angels and I thank them for being here.

I see my accuser; He says that I am too weak to accomplish God’s destiny in my life.

I agree that I am weak. But I remind my accuser that God’s strength is made perfect in my weaknesses like Paul said. I do have weaknesses but I will go on an accomplish all that God has destined me to do. I will persevere and overcome.

Father:

You have made a good confession. That is true that my glory will be seen through you overcoming your weaknesses by relying on my Spirit. You will see breakthrough and healing and what was weakness will become your strength.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you. “I am an overcomer and will triumph over my weaknesses”

It has been hard for you to do your journals today Matthew but you pushed through and did them. You really are an overcomer.

Matthew:

I thank the Father. I bless and honor him. I bless Jesus and honor him. I bless and honor all the angels present. I leave the court.