Getting Right with God- Part 31

Homework 2

Journal 31

God:

How are you today?

Matthew:

I am doing good. I have a little bit of an irritable throat but I am okay. I am feeling pretty good. I slept in today. One day, I will have to get up at a normal time and go to bed at a normal time not 2 am or anything.

God:

Yes, one day you will have things to do every day and you won’t be able to sleep in to 3 pm like you did today. Even tomorrow you have to be up by 12pm to do your editing for your book on the apostle Paul. And the next day you have to be up for your cleaner. You will need to go to bed at a reasonable time tonight.

In years to come, I am going to give you worthwhile things to do and you won’t be able to play sick and mentally ill. I will have you training people and running an office and being very responsible. Gone will be the long sleep ins. Even on weekends you will be busy getting to do things that you couldn’t get done during the week.

You have had so many years sleeping in, that the new you will take some adjustment. You will have things to do each day and you won’t be sleeping in because you are bored. You be part of so many helpful things getting done.

Matthew:

Yes, I sleep in and I wake up tired. I agree with you. It is because I have nothing to do each day mostly. I will have to do the new things that you have for me on my scroll.

God:

Things are going to change.

Openness and vulnerability 31

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You think that you never will be able to cope like other people. You consider getting up at a normal time and it seems that it would be so hard for you and you would not be able to do it. But I want to tell you it only has to do with a change of motivation. When you have a good reason to get up in the morning you will get up. You will spring out of bed and you will live a vital and refreshing life.

This thought that you will never be able cope like other people is so ingrained within you. It will need quite a bit of work to shift it because it has become a stronghold. You are convinced that you will always be sleeping in and not useful for anything or anyone. These thoughts have to change and your behavior needs to change. It is a big thing but you will overcome.

Matthew:

I can see that it will need to be addressed and taken hold of. I will seem to have a hard time of changing but I believe that I will overcome with your strength. I will overcome as I am an overcomer.

Father:
Yes, you are an overcomer. That is true. You do well to change and do what we want you to do. When it’s a choice to obey us or not you will find the energy to do what we want you to do. You are going to bring changes to your life as we want you to. It will come with some effort, but you will make the necessary changes.

Courts of Heaven 31

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father on his throne. I honor him and give him praise. I see Jesus. I honor him and give him praise. I see angels and my personal angels. I honor them.

I see the accuser, he says I will never amount to anything.

Part of me wants to agree with my accuser in this but the truth is that I am already impacting many lives and while ever I produce books I am amounting to something. I will struggle to become all I am called to become, but prophecies over my life and my scrolls say different to this. I repent for my sleeping in and not being as busy as I could be with my time, but I am going to amount to something. I am already something.

Father:

I cast this accusation aside. You are worthy of my time and attention. You are forgiven for sleeping in. On the next two days you won’t be able to sleep in. That accusation comes from your youth and is still getting played now but it has no truth in it. You have achieved so much with 42 books already.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you, “I will do many great things in the Kingdom.”

God in peace Matthew.
Matthew:

I thank the Father. I thank Jesus and the angels. I honor all of them. I leave the court.