Getting Right with God- Part 34

Journal 34

God:

How are you doing?

Matthew:

I am good. I have slept a lot today. I am happy as money is starting to pile up in my Paypal account. I am happy when I have enough for my next book and some extra in my account. This is where I am now.

God:

We keep on telling you that we are you supply. You have little faith for finances. This is something that needs to grow in you. But we are patient with you. We can wait till you are at ease when it comes to your finances. I guess for you, who has always had lack, coming to grips with our supernatural provision takes some getting used to.

Matthew:

Yes, it does take some coming to grips with. I think of the natural too much and I discount the supernatural. I know that I have a finance angel that collects money for my ministry, but sometimes I think he is just sitting down and not doing anything. I guess my worries when it comes to money are based in feelings of unworthiness.

God:

Yes, now you are getting to the root of things. It is your belief that you are not worthy to be blessed and successful that has you doubting my provision for you. We will have to deal with that unworthiness, so that you can have faith for abundant finances. You really are worthy to be blessed and to be successful in your ministry. You may not believe that, but it is true nonetheless.

Matthew:

I love it how you speak to me in plain English. You don’t use big words with me.

God:
Would a father use big words with his three-year-old son or would he use easy to understand words? The best way of communicating is for you to deliver a message that can be understood easily. I use simple language with you so that you can understand me plainly. I am not impressed with large words like some people are. Take care.

Openness and Vulnerability 34

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe you are not worthy to be blessed and successful in ministry.

Matthew:

This is terrible. How can I change that?

Father:

Part of it comes back to the sin life you had until recently. You have so much guilt and shame that you don’t feel worthy of my love and my favor in your life. I love you regardless of this and I show favor to your life no matter how you feel but you will get through this with the right counselling and reading the right books and scriptures.

You counselling will address this in time. I also want you to re-record the book Your Identity in Christ. I feel as you do that, and you re-work that book, the scriptures in it will have a chance to work on your heart and bring some change. You believe a lie so you need to renounce that lie and replace it with the truth about yourself and who you are to me.

Matthew:
I know that is my next book project. I am looking forward to doing it. It should be very revealing to me. I am happy that your Holy Spirit knows what he is doing with my life and with my books. I am pleased that the Holy Spirit directs me with what to write next.

Father:

We do a great job in your life. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 34

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father on his throne. I give him praise and honor. I see Jesus next to me table. I give him honor. I see angels and my personal angels. I give them honor. I thank all of you for being here.

I see the accuser, he says my life is not worthy to be a success.

I believe that at present to be true. I know you said Father that I am worthy but my personal belief makes me feel unworthy. I repent for believing this lie and I renounce it publically before you Father.

Father:

You are worthy to be a success and you are worthy to be blessed. My sons death makes you worthy whether you feel that or not. I forgive you for agreeing with this lie in your life. We will work of replacing that lie with the truth that you can stand on. I wash you in the blood of Jesus.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write you a scroll, “I am worthy to be a success in life and ministry.”

Matthew:

I thank you Father for your words and you scroll. I honor you. I thnk you Jesus for being a witness. I honor you. I thank my angels for being a witness. I hug all of you and honor you. I leave the courts.