Getting Right with God- Part 36

Journal 36

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I am really good. I am pretty tired as I have been up since early this morning when I couldn’t sleep, but I am really good. I went to church today and had a wonderful time with the people who love me there. There seems to be so many people that love me. That is such a good thing for me. I have been feeling left out of many churches before and this church really embraces me. I am so happy with them.

God:

Yes. I am so happy that you love your church and the people that go there. They all love you. Pastor Andy loves you as many of the worshippers there do also. You are respected as a prophet and a man full of love. They love you.

It is great that a few readers of your books invited you to come to their church and that church worked out to be your new place of worship. The pastor has the same vision for your country as you do. It is amazing. I don’t make mistakes really do I?

Matthew:

It’s hard for me to comprehend. One girl bought me a warm winter’s shirt and a jacket. And another brother bought me a warm jacket. And now another girl wants to buy me sheep skin slippers for winter. I have ever been to a church where people are led to buy me clothes. It is not that I don’t have money, but I spend all my money on producing books and you know this. So you are raising people up to buy me things. It is so humbling. I fell so loved.

God:

You are worthy to be loved. I am just showing you what community looks like.

Openness and vulnerability 36

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe that you need to study healing to be able to heal. I have been trying to encourage you for years to pray for people. I know you fear failure and you feel that you lack faith. I want you to know that there are people that you could have healed that you have left sick because of your fear. I want you to know that I will teach you as you step out.

You didn’t have to know everything about everything before you started to teach. You have been learning as you go, and you have been teaching as you learn. Sometimes you were learning as you wrote. The same can happen with healing.

Matthew:

I renounce the lie that I need to learn more about healing to start to heal people. Start to point people out to me and speak to me and encourage me to heal as I go out from now on. I want to start to heal and learn to heal so the prophecies over my life would start to become true.

I know that I can do it. I know that it has been prophesied over me. Thank you for telling me it was a lie that I was believing that was stopping me from praying for people. Lord teach me to heal as well as I can prophesy.

Courts of Heaven 36

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see angels and I honor them. I see the Father and I honor him. Thank you for being here Father. I see Jesus and I honor him. I see my personal angels and I give them all a hug. I honor each of you.

I see my accuser, he says I haven’t got the courage or faith to heal

I agree with my accuser. Up till today my courage and my faith held me back. But I am going to be looking to posture myself from today on in a way that will see me pray for the sick. I feel if my compassion kicks in and I truly love people my faith will be activated and I will see success. I was lacking courage and I didn’t think I had faith, but I feel God has exposed this lie to encourage me into action. I repent for my inaction and for loving myself more than the hurting people I saw.

Father:

You are forgiven. I will use my Spirit to point out people to you that I want you to pray for. I will also start to give you words of knowledge for healing. I am going to get you healing people and soon in your journals we can talk about it. Start to step out in faith, in love, with compassion and heaven will co –labor with you.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you. “I will heal the sick”

Matthew:

I ask that you help the girl at church that needs a new job get a new job.

Thank you for your love Father and your direction today. I honor you in this court. Thanks you Jesus. I honor you. I hug my angels. I hug you Bethany. Please direct me in my writing. I hug you Michael. Help me with my prophetic gift I hug you Elisha, help me become a better man. I leave the courts.