Getting Right with God- Part 39

Journal 39

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I was just reading the comments on Facebook on yesterday’s blog post and I am very encouraged. I am so pleased that I have people encouraging me to go on and post these daily journals.

God:

You are doing a great job of recording these journals. I enjoy speaking to you and assuring you that I love you. I guess you can say that these journals are a secret key to your healing. They are vital to you to stay in touch with us and be connected. I know that they are hard for you to do each day. Some days you just want to skip them and then you settle down and do them and you are blessed. That is what discipline is all about. We are training you to be disciplined in your approach to life.

Matthew:

Yes, it is true. It takes discipline to sit down each day and record these journals. Today, I didn’t want to sit down. I guess I am going to have many days like this.

I know that the enemy would not want me doing these. I am sure that he would try and motivate me not to do them. It seems a waste of time even mentioning the enemy here.

God:

The enemy is a very real part of your life and you can bet he does not like these journals and does what he can to stop you from doing them. But today, he has lost as you are going ahead and doing one. Take care.

Openness and vulnerability 39

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe that you have to be chosen to be popular by others and not by me. You believe that others that are popular in Christian ministry need to choose you for you to be popular and it can’t be just that I chose you. This is a very deceptive lie. This means that you think that you need to align with popular ministries for you to be noticed. You may be noticed by popular Christian ministries as you go, but you don’t have to initiate anything. I can have angels or the Holy Spirit point you out to popular ministries when we need their help.

Matthew:

As with many other lies, I did not know that I believed this one. I can understand how this lie would try and affect how I produced books and did things. I can see that you are the one that will promote me and open the doors for me. I am amazed that I believed this one. I renounce the lie that other ministries would make sure that I am popular and not you God. I claim that your Holy Spirit and angels will make a way for me in the future.

Father:

I am the one that makes people popular. I am the one that allows presidents to get elected. It was through my sovereign will that Donald Trump was elected and its through my justice and mercy that he is going to achieve what he achieves. It is my same will that will allow you to be raised up and used for my glory in the world. It is my will that will be done. Nothing can stop it. We don’t need king makers to support you and raise you up. We will raise you up and make you popular by our divine will. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 39

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the four living creatures around the Father. I honor the Father. I see Jesus and I honor him. I see angels and I honor them. I see my personal angels. I give them each a hug and honor them. I thank my angels for the hugs.

I see the accuser, he says I am not worthy to be popular in Christian ministry.
I agree that I am not everything that I am going to be and right now I might not be ready to be popular in Christian ministry. But I am healing and I am going to be worthy one day. I accept that I am not worthy. Who of us are worthy I our own strength? But Jesus shed blood makes me worthy to be anyone he chooses me to be. I repent of anything that is making me not worthy.

Father:

You are forgiven. I make you worthy through the blood of Jesus. I wash you in the blood of Jesus. You are my son and my beloved friend and I am making you into the person that you need to be to be popular in ministry.

I judge this accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you, “ I am worthy to serve God in my fullness.”

Matthew:

I thank the Father. I honor you. I thank Jesus and give him a hug. I honor you Jesus. I thank my personal angels and I give them a hug. I honor them. I leave the courts.