Getting Right with God- Part 40

Journal 40

God:

How are you today?

Matthew:

I am really good. I have had a good night. I have been up all night and have been having fun. I like it when I can face a new day after being up all night. I sometimes don’t like the waking up process. It can take me while to wake up sometimes and get in the mood to do my homework.
I have had some challenges though the night that upset me, but I am okay now that you have re-assured me that everything is going to be okay.

God:

You are in a talkative mood. That comes from you being up all night. You are a fascinating creature to me. I am really glad that you are in a good mood. Lesser people would be upset with what happened last night.

I enjoy speaking to you. I love that you went out to breakfast and paid two bills and now are on top of your bills for now. I am proud of how you keep on top of your bills. You worry a little about money coming in, but you know I have assured you that you will be okay with me as your supplier. I will supply your needs and use other people to give to you. You can be sure that will happen.

You have just been notified that you have a new audiobook that has been produced and after you do your homework you are going to listen to it and enjoy it. That will be fun for you to listen to one of your books that has been professionally recorded. Now you have thirty-one audio books. That is quite the collection. Take care.

Openness and vulnerability 40

Father:

That is the first time you have spelt those two words right out of forty posts. Ha ha

Matthew:

Ha ha openness and vulnerability are hard for me to type right. Ha ha that is right.

What lie am I believing.?
You believe that you always have to be working on a book or you are not being productive. Each time you finish a book and get it ready for the editor to look at, right away you start to think of your new book and what it is going to be about. This is not a bad habit but it is a lie that you always have to be working on a book. You are worthy. You don’t have to be working on a book to be worthy. I want to tell you that you please me and bring me joy, you don’t have to be producing books to make me happy.

You have this performance thing going on and we have talked about it before. You tend to think you have to earn your keep. Some of it stems from you not having a job and you want to feel justified for not working like normal people do. It is your hang-up not many other people really care about it. You think you have to perform to earn your keep.

You are a joy to me. I really enjoy you. I would love you to study the Word and do YouTube videos and for you to draw near to me as you study my Word and impart it in teaching. We could always keep you busy. You don’t have to be writing all the time. You could two or three videos each day. Wouldn’t that be fun?

Matthew:

That would be fun. Yes, it would be. It would get me reading the Bible each day. That would be good for me. It would give me practice in doing videos again. I would love to look at that. I might do my next book on video. That would be good.

Father:

Take care.

Courts of Heaven 40

Jesus take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father and I honor him. I see Jesus and I honor him. I see angels and the four living creatures. I honor them. I see my personal angels and I honor them. I honor all those that love me.

I see the accuser and he says that I make totally unprofessional videos.

I agree with that but that accusation has given me a thought of how I can improve them for the next video. I agree that my latest videos have not been too professional but I can improve that with a little bit of effort. I repent for my unprofessionalism.

Father:

You need not repent for that. It is true you have been given a better idea for a new video and where to shoot from . I wash you in the blood of Jesus. I love you.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you “My videos will be professional soon.”

Matthew:

I thank the Father. I honor him. I thank Jesus and give him a hug. I love you Jesus.

Jesus:

I love you so much my brother.

Matthew:

I thank you Jesus for being here. I thank the angels present and my personal angels. I hug each of them. I thank you for the hugs. I leave the courts.