Journal 42
How are you doing Matthew?
Matthew:
I woke up early and went to church today. It was really good. The worship was amazing and people really enjoyed themselves. I am sure that you were pleased with it.
God:
I am pleased that people turn up. I am pleased that people make an effort. I am not like humans with judgement as though some worship is better than other worship. I enjoy my sons and daughters coming to me in humility and lifting up their voices. I get the same joy out of Anglicans worshipping as the most Spirit filled church. I don’t judge people like humans do.
Today you could see the people really engaging with me. That was really good. Your friend that died a few months ago was with you and he was really surprised with the worship. He enjoyed it and seeing that he has been in heaven for a few months was open to different forms of worship rather than just plain Baptist church worship that he had grown up with.
I was pleased that you enjoyed your praise and worship and you also enjoyed the sermon. You enjoyed meeting the people at church and being loved by them. You really enjoy the love that the people at church have for you. I am pleased that you feel loved and appreciated by the people of your church.
I am glad to have you in a church where you can be loved and supported. It makes a real difference to be loved, rather than just being tolerated. I can see that you really enjoy yourself. You are my loved one and I want to nurture you and lead you. I want you to be totally comfortable to be yourself.
I have put you in a place where people understand you and love the gift that you are. Rather than you just being a number in a church, you are loved and cherished by the people. Everyone gives you a hug and smothers you with their love. This is how it should be for you. You have truly come home.
I would love you to try to get to church every week. It was tempting to roll over this morning and go back to sleep, but you fought against the tiredness and went to church and you were really blessed. Take care.
Openness and Vulnerability 42
Matthew:
What lie am I believing?
Father:
You think that you have to be different to be a success. You think you have to change and make radical changes to become a success but the truth is that you have everything in you, that is needed for you to be a success. We just need to direct you in certain ways and train you in certain ways and you have the fundamental character and skills to do what you are called to do.
The enemy would like to make you think that it is impossible for you to do the things that are mentioned on your scroll. He would like to make you think that you future is impossible. He would like to make you think that you can’t get out of bed to achieve anything but you proved him wrong this morning.
You are a whole lot better than you know. You are aware of so much truth and you do such a great work imparting truth to other people. You teach a very simple message that is powerful and which changes people if they take notice. Remember that it is the quality of your teaching that we are after and not quantity in sales. You are here on earth to change lives and lead people into intimacy. You are doing a wonderful job of leading people to my son.
The enemy keeps you thinking that you are no good and that you are not healthy enough but while ever you keep on doing 45 minutes on you exercise bike each day you are getting healthier. The enemy wants you to eat take away meals but while ever you eat you calorie controlled meals you are winning. You turn around that you have made is exactly the change that you needed to make. Take care.
Courts of Heaven 42
Jesus take me to the courts.
I see the court. I see angels flying around and standing around. I honor them. I see the Father in his throne. I wave to him and he waves back. I honor him. I see Jesus. I give him a hug. I honor him. I see my personal angels. I give each of them a hug. I honor them. I am happy to be here, no matter what the accuser says.
I see the accuser; he says I am not worthy to succeed.
I agree. I am not worthy in my own flesh to succeed but with the righteousness of Christ and the strength of Christ I can do all things. What more has the accuser got to say.
The accuser says I am too lazy to succeed.
I agree, I can be lazy, but this can itself be overcome. I repent for my laziness. I have a feeling that we have dealt with this issue before in the courts. I feel you are to be held in contempt of court for bringing this issue to the court twice.
Father:
You are loved Matthew. You are doing you exercise each day. That is not the work of a lazy person. We are going to work with you to turn you into a person that will achieve all the success that we have for you. I forgive you.
I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.
I write a scroll for you that reads, “I will succeed in everything God has planned for me.”
Matthew
I thank you Father for the scroll. I honor you. I thank you Jesus for being here with me. I honor you. I thank my angles for being here. I honor you. I leave the courts