Getting Right with God- Part 44

Journal 44

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I have had a funny day. I slept in and received my frozen meals. I did my editing of my book with my editor and then I went back to sleep as I was tired. I have just woken up again and its time for my homework.

God:

You felt like missing today and not doing your homework. I am glad you have decided to do it. I want to talk to you and tell you that everything is going to be alright with your publishing. Things are going to work out for you. You can wait and see. I know what I am doing in your case and you are my priority. I will work things out for you.

Matthew:

It does seem that things are not going to work out as I hoped that they would. I would like to see you make a way. It would be good to see you intervene. I think the paperbacks and hardcovers are going to be transferred okay to my account, but I feel the audio books aren’t going to be transferred. I may have to rely on Bill to give me commissions on them as they come in each month. I can’t see him doing that with his financial troubles.

God:

You have said for years that you would give people your books for free. Perhaps that is what you need to do with your audio books. Perhaps you need to let go of that income. If you came to grips with that, things would be easier for you to cope with. How does that sound? People can be blessed by your audio books but you simply won’t get paid for them. You can come to grips with that, I am sure.

Matthew:

Yes, I can come to grips with that I guess. It annoys me though that Bill would continue to be paid for what is mine.

God:

Christ’s death on the cross was expensive for us also. Everyone benefits from that- but it is a free gift to people. Think of your books in the same light. They are not costing you to give to people. They get them after paying for them, but you don’t get charged anything. So it’s not really costing you, you simply are not getting paid. Think about this before you push Bill to make sure he pays you for them. Take care.

Openness and vulnerability 44

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You think that your future is going to be too hard. This is simply a fear of your future. Your prophetic scrolls paint a very different picture of a life than the one that you are living currently and you think that life will be too hard for you. But this life is your destiny and who you were designed to be. You are meant to be who you were designed to be.

I know that it is overwhelming for you. I know that it takes some understanding. But in the future, at the other end of counselling you are going to be a new man. You are going to want to make your life count for something more than it has been counting for up to the present. I know this, because I can see the future and I am God.

We are not going to make you do anything that you don’t want to do. We are not going to lead you where you don’t want to go. We are simply going to lead you to do more, to be more, and to accomplish more with your life. You have hidden talents and you are capable of so much more than you know and we are going to help you explore that part of yourself.

You don’t have to worry. Just as losing Bill, your publisher, has taken you into a transition where you will have to use someone else to do your books for you, so too your new life will be a transition and something new for you. It’s not impossible, it is just new for you.

Your fear isn’t so much of what you are going to be doing because much of it has been prophesied and you will love to do, your fear is the change that will have to happen in order to do it. You, like most people have an issue with change.

Just as I am here with you as you lose Bill, to help you navigate and find the right feelings for things, so I will be with you in the future to help you run your race and do things as we want them done. You will not be alone and you won’t be doing things in your own strength but you will be doing things with our power and our anointing. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 44
Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see Jesus at my table. I honor him. I see the Father on the throne. I honor him. I see all sorts of angels. I honor them. I see my personal angels and I honor them. I give them all a hug.

I see the accuser, he says I am not going to see my prophesied future happen.

This is a tough one. It’s hard to agree with this one. I know that Satan can’t see the future correctly and therefore I assume this is only a guess on their part. I declare that I will do everything I can to fulfil the prophecies over my life and what is said on my scrolls. I repent for any self-doubt that I have.

Father:

You are forgiven for your self-doubt. As I have said, I know your future and what you are going to achieve. The enemy likes to make false accusations to bring fear into your life and worry. You need not worry about this accusation at all.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you, “I will do exceedingly and abundantly more than I could ask or think.”

Matthew:

Can you provide funds for Lisa’s trip

I think you Father for your scroll and for your words. I thank you Jesus and the angels. I thank my personal angels. I honor all of you. Thank you. I leave the courts.