Getting Right with God- Part 46

Journal 46

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I am a bit worn out by the exercise physiologist. He gave me some really hard exercises to do. He wants me to do them every second day. They really wore me out. I hope that I will be able to do them. I might give up seeing him if I can’t do them.

God:

Just try to do them. Don’t give up before you try. You did them at his practice and you are still alive though I know that you are worn out. It is sad that you have not lost any length around your stomach. You were hoping you would have got a little slimmer with all the work you have been doing on your exercise bike. You will just have to make sure that you don’t break your diet as often as you have been. You will have to try a little harder. We will do this. You are loved by us.

I really love you Matthew. I am not joking. We are going to have a really good go at this health thing. You know that since you have been on the bike you have been feeling better about yourself and your fitness. You probably have lost weight you will find.

We can do this together. You can do anything with our help. You can put some worship music on and do the reps each day that you have to do them. You have a day off tomorrow and then you need to try to do them. I will encourage you and I will have Jesus encourage you also.
You are going to get the things done that you need to do. I can encourage you. I will try my best to give you the strength even though your arms are sore from the workout today.

Openness and Vulnerability 46

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe that you always need to have the answers to your questions. But that is simply not true. I have answers for you. Jesus has answers for you. The Holy Spirit has answers for you and other people that love you have answers for you. You don’t have to be alone. You have some good friends now. Good friends that want to help you and sow into your life. In the multitude of counsellors, a man is made to be wise scripture says. You have friends that want to help you and advise you.

You need to learn to trust people and open up more. Don’t try to do everything yourself. Involve people in what you are trying to do. People who love you want to help you and advise you. You have answers for other people and so often you are led by the Holy Spirit when you give answers. Allow people also to advise you and give you direction also. You are not an island and so much of your life you have been. You now have good friends that I have brought you and it is time for to use them.

I want you to know that everything that you face in this life, I have answers for. I have answers for everything. I can lead you and direct you via my voice, via the Holy Spirit’s leading, or by Jesus’ voice. Then you have Nicola, Mary, Wendy, Alex and the two Lisa’s. Then you have you pastor and friends at church. I can overcome everything for you. You just need to let go of control and the need to do everything yourself.
Too many people try and do everything themselves and when they are not being led by the Spirit and they are led by their flesh they can run into dead ends and trouble. You need to be able to submit everything to us. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 46

Bob take me to heaven

I see the courts. I see Bob Jones with Jesus at my table. I hug them both. I honor them. I see the Father on his throne. I honor him and give him praise. I see angels and my personal angels. I hug my angels and prepare for the accusation.

I see the accuser and he says that I don’t trust people enough to really succeed in collaboration.

I agree that I lack trust. I am seeing this in my counselling. I want to trust my friends though. I want to trust God also. I give myself over to the being of trust and ask him to have his way with my life. I confess my fear and mistrust to you Father. Please forgive me.

I forgive you Matthew. You have had few people in your life that proved to be trustworthy. Your life has patterned you not to trust. We will work on this. I wash you in the blood of Jesus. Be free my son.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished

I write a scroll for you, “I will learn to trust more and more people.”

Bob:

You have a lot of faith my son and you trust way more than some people. Keep going and pressing in and doing your homework. I am so proud of you. I truly am so proud of you. Life here in heaven is so much more enjoyable for me as I watch over your life each day.

Jesus:

You are worthy of all praise Matthew. I am so proud of you. Great work on your book Apostle Paul speaks from Heaven. We had a party here in your honor as it was released on Kindle. You are a treasure.

Trust:

Keep on engaging with me and we will get you trusting in a wholesome way.

I thank everyone. I leave the courts.