Getting right with God- Part 50

Journal 50

How are you?

Matthew:

I am good. I have been sleeping all day today again. I am pretty sure I am doing it because I have nothing to do with my day. I have really sore eyes and I can’t see to type. Will have to do this later. No I am going to push through and do it now. I missed yesterday as I slept though the day. It is not good to miss a day. My eyes are really giving me a hard time. It’s hard to go on. I figure if I don’t do this now, I will put it off and neglect it for another day.

God:

It’s good that you have pushed on. Your eyes have got better now. That is a picture of life. With everything worthwhile there can be opposition. You need to push through any opposition to see a good result.

It is so good to see you and speak to you. I really look forward to happy that you start to speak to me each day.

Most times you start to speak to me, you have no idea what we are going to speak about. You are blind and you just sit down by faith and type my words. Life in the Kingdom needs to be like that. You need to pursue things by faith and not sight. True faith is blind. I love how you sit down and just let me speak to you. You have no idea what I am going to say in this section and you have no idea what I am going to say in the openness and vulnerability section, nor what the accuser will say in the courts of heaven.

That’s what I love about you. You are a man of faith. You do so many things by faith. You are a joy to me. Take care.

Openness and Vulnerability 50

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You think you need to trust everyone but everyone is not trustworthy. You need to establish through discernment if a person can be trusted. You do this with what the saints from heaven say to you. You test what they say with the truth of the Bible and the character of God and you discern whether it is a spirit from God speaking to you. You had Kim Clement come and say something to you today and you tested it by what he said and the style that he said it. You discerned that it really was him.

Trusting everyone has had you fall a few times. You have been used and abused by people. People that have a wrong spirit will use you if you place your trust in them. It’s a good quality to be innocent enough to trust everyone but you need to be wise and discern who you can trust in this life. Many people will take advantage of you if you are quick to trust people.

I am sure that most people want to be trusted, but can they be trusted when they can’t control their bad behaviour? This is something I have seen in you. Though you have found it hard to trust at times, sometimes you have been too trusting. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 50

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the judge, My Father. I honor him. I see Jesus and I honour him. I see angels in the court and I honor them. I see my personal angels and I give them each a hug. Each of them whisper in my ear as we hug each other.

I see the accuser; he says I am not trustworthy.

I have a few sins in my life that need to be cleaned up but I do consider myself trustworthy.

Father:

Don’t even consider this accusation. It is a lie. You are so worthy to be trusted Matthew. I wash you in the blood and clear you from this accusation.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write you a scroll, “I am worthy to be trusted with the hearts of men and women.”

I thank the Father. I thank Jesus. I thank my angels. I leave the courts