Getting right with God- Part 60

Journal 60

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I am pretty excited a new book of mine is almost ready. It can be a little painful the process of getting a new person to do the files, and do what I need to be done, but we are almost ready to have the book completed to publish.

I never really knew how complex the process was till now and have still not really got a clue, but it has taken my friend Wendy quite a bit of time to prepare the PDF file that gets used to print a paperback book.

The book is a new book with an interview with Mary Magdalene that I did with a friend of mine Nicola. She is excited that she was used to interview Mary with 9 questions and bring what Mary said too the book. I am excited that this will be Nicola’s first book that she has published. I am really happy for her.

God:

I know you have been concerned about the time it has taken to have the PDF created. But that will all become part of a streamlined process in the future when you have more books to be done by Wendy and Darla. Today are the baby steps and tomorrow you will have a well-oiled machine doing the books for you.

You tend to worry about things a little too much. I am here to calm your nerves and in this conversation they are being calmed. I notice that you like to revert to worrying over taking things to prayer.

Matthew:

It is true, I do worry quite a bit. I am not sure why but anxiety overtakes me especially when I am not in control of things.

God:

I think that is natural for any human. They like to be in control. The way forward is to spend more time trusting me then you do worrying about something. When you have a worry, don’t focus on it but come to me and let me talk it over with you. That way we have two minds working on things and you might be surprised that my mind may actually help you to sort things out and relieve your worry. Take care.

Openness and Vulnerability 60

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe that all the homework that Alex your consoler sets for you is not necessary for you to do. You think you know what is needed more than the expert who has your healing in his hands. You have been neglecting part of your homework and you need to start it up again and do it. It will be good for you to do.

You are pretty smart and you like to learn from experts but in this case you have not been listening to the expert. In this case you feel that you know better. But your better is not the answer. You need to buckle down and do what Alex feels in required from you. It’s sad to say but the enemy had you deceived when you stopped doing part of the homework. He knows it will lead to your freedom and so he tells you that it is not necessary for you. And sadly you have been believing him and doing what he said to do and neglecting part of what is required of you.

You have a strong ingrained belief that the extra homework is not necessary, but you have come to see that these journals are helpful for you and even on days you thought to skip them, you found you were better off to do them and you were blessed. The same is true for the extra homework but you have not given it time to prove its worth to you. If you don’t do the extra homework you healing will be slowed down and you won’t want that. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 60

Matthew:

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father and I honor him. I see Jesus at my table and I give him a hug. I see my personal angels and I give them each a hug. I listen to what they say to me as I hug them.

I see the accuser, He says I am lazy and that is why I won’t do my homework

I agree that this could be part of the case. But I had been convinced by the father of lies that it wasn’t necessary. I ask Father to forgive me and give me the strength to do that part of my homework in future. I know I will have to work at it and it won’t come easy to my flesh.

Father:

Yu are forgiven. The only way though this is for you to make an effort and be tough on your flesh. This needs to be a breakthrough and we need to break out of this cycle of thinking it is not necessary for you. I wash you anew in the blood of Jesus.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you, “I will make a concerted effort to do my homework.”

Thank you for your judgement Father. I need to change my ways. I thank you for being here. I thank Jesus for being here and my angels for their love. I leave the courts.