Matthew. It is so good to start on this adventure today. I am so pleased to be here to speak to you.
It’s awesome. To think I could sit down and speak to You and contemplate making a book.
I want you to relax. Let Me take your hand and lead you in the way that we are going to take. You have already decided to follow the book format of Jesus Speaking Today. That will be a good place to get topics from.
I am aware that you are going to speak to me. I also conscious that you are going to speak to people who read this book. It’s so good to sit down and contemplate having sixty or more conversations with You.
Just relax Matthew. I have been preparing you for this book for many years. I have drawn you near though My Son Jesus. I have called you to be My prophet and a writer. This is going to be easy for you and a daily journal between you and I. I have been waiting all of your life for this book.
You are aware God that I have many fears and I am not so close to You. I pray that You will really take me by your hand and lead me. I have to admit that I am nervous speaking to You. I am nervous but somehow excited at the same time.
Like I tell many people Matthew. The journey of life is meant to be taken one step at a time. Each day, you can sit down and journal and write My words to you. I am desiring to be understood and fellowshipped with. I want people to sit down with Me and speak to Me in journals and I want to pour My heart out to them.
I can do this. One day at a time. One post at a time. I can work on my other books, and once a day sit down and speak to You. You can walk me through this. One post at a time I can make a running dialogue with You.
Yes, today we allowed heartburn to keep you awake. You are not able to sleep and you have not got any heartburn tablets so I have your full attention. You’ll remember one other time We wanted you to do something important you got heartburn and We had you up doing what we wanted. It’s not like we gave you the heartburn, but We are happy to use your time like this.
I can’t remember what that was that I did that last time I got heartburn but yes I know it was important. As I remember it went on for hours that night. I stayed up the whole night and got a lot done in the middle of the night with no distractions.
We have such a good life for you to live. We have so much for you. Heaven is anxiously awaiting this new book, “Conversations with God.” by Matthew Robert Payne. I remember the first time you were down and you read the books by Nealle Donald Walsh. You were not in a good place and you wanted to hear from Me though another person. And now here you are writing your own book with the same title. I promise that this will be a good journey for you.
I know that your Holy Spirit always leads me. I know it was not a mistake I came across that book with this same title today. Hours ago as I tried to go to sleep, I felt Your Spirit leading me to get up and start. I tried to ignore it, and yet now here we are.
Yes here we are. It is 3.33 am as you look at the time and the three of Us, the Trinity are with you. We will lead you and give you the words to type and the questions to ask. I will make sure that this is a great project. Everything that you do for Us is a good thing. We love to lead you and keep you on the right track. We are so proud of you. You are so easily led. I enjoy leading My people. I enjoy Myself when people who are Christians follow Our lead. I enjoy walking with people hand in hand. I enjoy leading people. You are so easy to lead. You are so open to Our Holy Spirit.
I don’t know where I learned it from God. Its just part of me now. I guess it is something that I learned over time. I think it came from trying to follow the commands of Jesus in everything I did and said. I just got into a habit of listening to the Holy Spirit and doing what He said. It comes so easy for me now. Except when I try to go to sleep instead of getting up to start this book. lol.
No matter what you wanted to do however Matthew, Here We are now with you sitting on your lounge and typing My words. It comes really easy. The words are flowing really easy. It is a good conversation. I have much to say to you through the course of this book. Yes you heard right. We want to follow the topics of your Jesus Speaking Today book. Each of the conversations will be titled with the same title and in the same order of that book.
I feel that You make things easy for me. I feel that everything that You ask me to do can be done by me without a whole lot of effort. You make things really simple for me. I don’t know why people say that You are a complex God. I know that it is impossible for men to really understand You in all of Your dimensions . But I know that when it comes to me, you make things pretty simple. Thanks for being with me.
I look forward to seeing you doing between one to three posts per day. I will enjoy getting to know you in a deeper way. Take care.