What does this story stir in you?

I have a friend on Facebook who has wanted many of my YouTube videos. She shared with me her testimony today. Does it make you love her more, or do you have mo answers for her?

Here it is:

²² For when I brought your ancestors out of Egypt and spoke to them, I did not just give them commands about burnt offerings and sacrifices, ²³ but I gave them this command: Obey me, and I will be your God and you will be my people. Walk in obedience to all I command you, that it may go well with you.

Jeremiah 7:22,23 (NIV)

 

I just finished listening to your first video of having a conversation with God.   I can already see how God is cleaning up your image and you look better, brighter, and more professional in each video.  I really like your new shirt.

Matthew, I have never met a man of your age with a heart of gold, absolute pure gold.  It is rare to find anyone who radiates pureness, honesty, clarity, and innocence from his heart.  You are truly blessed, and already you are the wealthiest man in this earth.   I decree and declare all things that were prophesy by God will be fulfilled in your life.  I am blessed to witness that about you. For years I’ve asked God to give me King Solomon’s wisdom, and now it is my prayer for God to give me your faith, obedience, and mantle.

Earlier in the video God led you to cut ties with your family members with the Spirit of Jezebel. This is a confirmation for me as well. God led me away from people, family members, church, and friends who operated in the Spirit of Jezebel, spirit of religion, and legalism. In early April I had to leave my church and walk out in the wilderness with my three children.  It was frightening to leave the sheep mentality and to stand alone not knowing where God was leading me.  Boy, the day I left church I’ve experience the most horrendous headache for three days until a prophet, Dr. Missy, prayed over me.  God led me to Dr. Missy’s “Ezekiel’s Wheel” on YouTube in early March.  This is where I started to learn about myself and why my life has been so hard since the day I was born.  I learned God extremely set me and other members of Ezekiel’s Wheel apart from the rest.  I learned I was the frontrunner.  I’m learning about the witchcraft, marine spirits and how to fight high level spiritual warfare.  Now, God led me to you, all glory to God!

I lost everything including my marriage, except my three children, from the people who operated in the spirit of Jezebel.  I was born somewhere in South Korea in January 1976. I have never met my biological mother and father.  I came to America in 1981 to live with Mr. and Mrs. Kim (both Koreans).  I don’t call them mom and dad because they were never a good parent to me.  Mr. Kim had a spirit of Ahab and Mrs. Kim had a spirit of Jezebel.  I was abused emotionally, mentally, and physically by Mrs. Kim while Mr. Kim completely ignored me all through my childhood. Mrs. Kim’s brother also had the spirit of Jezebel and he sexually molested me when I was seven years old.  Of course, Mrs. Kim blamed me for those incidents.  God finally put an end to emotional and mental abuses and led me away from her four years ago.  All glory to God, he has healed my fractured mind and mended my broken heart.

After having a horrible experience with Mr. Kim, I never thought I would marry a man with a spirit of Ahab, but I did.  My mother in law and my gay brother in law both have spirit of Jezebel.  My husband allowed his brother to meddle in our marriage, ultimately allowing his brother to destroy our marriage.  His brother then tried to go after my children, but I stood at the gate and fought on. Last year my husband told me he “hated me so much that he cannot stand me” numerous times during our fights. Oh, how I was devastated.  In the mist of this storm God stayed with me and I’ve experienced God’s presence than ever before. I pray God will save my children.

Blessed are you when people hate you when they exclude you and insult you
and reject your name as evil because of the Son of Man.

Luke 6:22 (NIV)

 

My husband and I stay together for kids’ sake, but really, I don’t know what God want me to do about him. I don’t have the financial means to raise my children on my own.  After staying home raising my children for ten years I am blessed with a part time job as a lunch lady in an elementary school.  I get paid less than $800/monthly for ten months, enough for me to pay for my kids after school activities and sow into ministries.  It is not about the money, Mr. and Mrs. Kim were millionaires but look what they did to me. My husband at 43 years of age already has saved up over one million dollars for the retirement but look how he destroyed our marriage.  It was never about the money; it was about God’s love all these years.  God blessed me with this job to heal my heart from deep wounds even further.  I love children, maybe because my childhood innocence was stolen when I came to America, maybe because I want to protect innocent children, or maybe because I never received love, but serving lunch to the children brings joy, peace, and comfort to my heart.  I see God’s love in children’s face as they come in to get their lunch.  It’s such a blessing to see God’s glory in all his creation every day.

There are days I weep because it hurts so bad.  There are days I want to bolt out of my situation because I cannot stand the pressure.  I have an artwork sitting next to the TV in the family room that says, “Be still and know that I am God” Psalms 46:10.  Through all the trials I learned to stand still and watch God fight my battles and lead me and my children to safety.

Matthew, I believe I’ve been to heaven in my spirit last year when I was paralyzed by anxiety attack. Spirit of God came over me from my head to my toes, covering me like a blanket in absolute peace.  While this was going on I saw myself, like I was watching myself in a silent movie, walking in a field of tall grass swaying gently in the wind.  There was love and peace like no other in the atmosphere.  The vision stopped when I stopped hyperventilating and my body went back to normal.

So, this is my brief testimony.  I hope from reading this you’ll find comfort in knowing you are not alone.  I want to praise you for your obedience and for the love of Jesus Christ.

 

Thanks again for reading and listening to me,

Your friend