Conversations with God- Alone

Hi Matthew, how are you today?

I am good. I have had enough sleep. Depression does not seem to be around today. I am looking forward to speaking with you. This is a subject that I relate to very much.

Yes, it seems that many of My people that I do a great work in find themselves alone in this world. It is like they lose touch with the world that they live upon. It is not done by design or by choice, but they seem to pull away from the world and all its lusts. You are one that travels alone in this world and We are proud of you for this.

It makes for a lonely life. I have to say that it hurts to be alone in this world. It is not a great feeling. I long to know more people and have substantial relationships but it seems that the people that I know don’t seem to be passionate about You and Your Kingdom. I can’t settle for any less than everything that you have to offer. I cannot compromise my beliefs and my passion for You and all that You have for me.

We made you this way Matthew. We led you to this place. We have separated you out from the crowd. We have taken you from the mass of Christians and We have led you out into a new place. We have a place for you that is lonely. We have a place for you that is set apart and separate. You have been picked by Us to be alone and yet in your relationship with Us, to be a powerful influence on others. Every time you speak in your groups and every time you interact with people, your input comes with authority. You are one that has spent time with Us and the people recognize that fact. You speak with the authority of one who has spent time with the living God.

I am glad that you have that to say about me. Sometimes I think my words aren’t even making a difference. I am sometimes disheartened that people are not listening and learning in my groups that I run. It is sometimes hard for me to realize that I have a different relationship with You than most other people. It is hard to comprehend that others do not know You like I do. I wish that they all knew You like me. Even I wish that I knew You better. Even I, with all I know about Jesus, wish that I knew you better.

If you know Jesus, you know Me. If you have seen Jesus, you have seen Me I am the One that sustains you. I am your Source. I am the One that has drawn you. I am the One that has taught you. Though you have been talking to Jesus all your life, you have also been talking to Me. You don’t have to spend more time getting to know Me. For Jesus is the Way to Me. I am the Truth that you have sought out. I am the Truth that you know. I am your redeemer. I am your friend. Together we are going to change the world that you live upon. Together we are going to make a difference. You are going to be a powerful force and voice to this generation and this is only the start of it. These books will only be the beginning. Through these books you have the ability to hear Me speak, but soon I will be with you every day as much as you have known Jesus in your past. I am going to work through you and use you to do great things.

It is so good to hear you speak to me. I am so excited to hear you speak. Being alone is so much easier when I have You trinity as friends. I have also the saints and angels to keep me company. I like that everyone of them, including You Guys, know me intimately and better then myself. It is so good hanging out with others that know me so well. I don’t have to prove myself to You Guys. You know every part of me. You know my past, You know my future and You know what I have to do each day to get to my future. You all lead me, You all know me and You all have a part to play in my life. I may lack people on earth to mix with and interact with but I have many of You from Heaven to keep me company.

Yes, We are here for you. We want you to be like you are. We have designed you to be alone. We know it is hard, but We know if you had plenty of friends you would have less need for Us. And We need some people on earth that are totally committed to Us. We need some people on earth that have uncompromised faiths. We need people that We can use as a untainted voice to bring the world messages. Any person that finds themselves alone can use that opportunity to draw close to Us. We are ready to draw close to any person. If people find themselves alone they should draw near to Us. We won’t reject them and We will use them. We will complete their lives just as We complete yours. You see We could allow you to have many friends, but in order for that to happen you would have to lose some of the fire that is within you. We have many followers that lack fire. We don’t need anymore people that are cold and lukewarm. We need living stones that are on fire.

I understand. It is because of my loneliness I am sure, that I reach out to so many people though prophetic evangelism. I like to simply interact with people, so I use every opportunity that I get to speak to people. I think it is because I am alone that I write so much. It is my need to speak that has me writing. It is comforting for me to write. I know some of my readers are blessed and I know that it really does my heart good to get things off my chest. So I know that a few things happen because I am alone. I know that I would not be nearly as close to You Guys if I had plenty of friends. There are so many benefits to being alone. But with all those benefits it is still hard for me.

Yes Matthew We know that it is hard on you. We know many things in your life are hard on you. But like a fine wine is brought out of crushed grapes, we know that the crushing of you brings out the sweetest essence of you. It is through your testing and refining that We are able to shine through you. It is through you being alone that We have to opportunity to work through you so powerfully. Everything is as it should be. It is Our grand design. And Our way is the best way for you. It is nothing that you have done. You are not alone because you are a jerk or because you are not loving. You are alone because of Our design and We are the Ones that are glorified through your life. We are the Ones that get the glory. We are the Ones that are happy with who you are and all that you do. You are Ours and that makes Us very happy and contented.

It is my pleasure to please You in all that I say and do. Much of Me wonders how much the readers of this will be getting out of it. It seems this isn’t about them but all about You and Your purpose in my life. I wonder if this is boring for them. But I guess, for those people that love You and are passionate about You they would have a similar life. I guess for those who want to be close to You there would be lessons in this for them. For those that are lonely there would be answers in this for them. I guess me worrying is just the enemy trying to make me stop and I am not going to stop because I am enjoying speaking to You.

That is right. This book won’t be for everyone. To some it may be irrelevant and boring. We are not after them. We are after the ones that are hot for Us. We are after the ones that have a fire in their hearts. We are after the ones that want to walk hand in hand with Us. To those people that have a great relationship with Us, this book will be a guide, a comfort and a great resource for them. To many this book will encourage them to start their own journals with Us. To many this book will open their eyes to what is possible. Yes, the enemy wants you to stop. He does not like this and does not want to see it come into print. That is his problem. He doesn’t like any of your books. We have to just press on and do what you are destined to do with your life and My words.

I really like hearing you explain things. You really have a simple way of explaining things to me. Yes, We are after the hot ones, the burning ones, the ones that are on fire. You make so much sense to me.

You are a delight to Me. You are warm and engaging to Me. You are patient and obedient. Without you sitting down and giving Us your time and your energy, this wouldn’t be done. You are vital to this message. We delight in everything that you do. You may live a lonely life for the company of humans that are on earth, but you don’t live a lonely life for visitors from Heaven. Many people read your books, and wish that they had your relationship with Us. Well, your relationship comes at great personal cost. Your relationship with Us didn’t come from one prayer or one impartation, it came from many years of suffering and prayer. It is still maintained through much tribulation. You are kept hot and on fire by Our design. Your faith and walk with Us is not easy to have. It is not cheap. It can’t be found in one book. People will have to apply what you teach them. But the good thing about it, the good thing about your life and your testimony is that your life and intimacy with Us is possible for others also. This chapter has gone on long enough now. I’ll bid you goodbye.

Bye.