Getting Right with God- Part 25

Journal 25

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I have had a good sleep. I am feeling good and I am in a good mood. It is good to speak to you.

God:

You broke your diet yesterday. You had a pizza. Sometimes you have to let your hair down. It’s okay. You don’t have to feel ashamed for doing that. You used to have unhealthier food than that before. You are eating better now. Rather than condemning you with your option to have a pizza, I am praising you for a good job that you have been doing with other meals. You have been doing  a good job with low calorie meals.

Matthew:

Yes, I have been doing good. Why do I start to talk to you and start to think about the pizza I had? What is it about me?

God:

You sometimes want to feel bad about things. I guess your soul and flesh wants something to get between you and I. I love you and accept you. I accept you with all that you are and all that you do. I love and appreciate you.

Matthew:

I have been really trying with my diet and exercise. I don’t know why I busted out and had a pizza. I guess I am almost addicted to them. I have to admit that I really loved it. I enjoyed every piece. I wish they came in diet pizzas. Ha ha.

God:

A diet pizza. Ha ha good one! Take care.

Openness and Vulnerability 25

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You believe you have to be perfect to be accepted by me. This little incident with the pizza shows that you let little things come between us. You should not have to feel guilty for acting out and having a pizza. I accept you with all your faults and errors. There are some who walk better than you, but you should not be comparing yourself with them.

I love you for who you are. I have a calling on your life to be righteous. I call you to do the right things. But, I am always with you through the darkness and the ways that you fall. I have my arms stretched out wide to embrace you and give you a hug.

Come and give me a hug right now.

Matthew:

I enter the throne room and give God a hug. It feels so warm and secure. Nothing can stand between us. I feel overwhelmed with the love coming from God.

I am so thankful for you Father. I am overcome from your hug and your love for me. I feel washed and new. You touched me deeply. You forgive me of al sin. I accept your forgiveness.

Courts of Heaven 25

Jesus take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father on his throne. I honor the Father. I see the angels in the court. I honor them. I see my personal angels. I honor them. I see Jesus standing next to my table next to me.

I see the accuser; He says that I look at women in a lustful way.

I have to agree with this. This behaviour comes and goes with me. I want to be holy and righteous with my thoughts. I repent for the way that this happens with my life God. Please take this away from me. I want to be a pure vessel for you.

Father:

I see your position. I forgive you. I provide you with new eyes to see and remove the lustful gazes that you have. I am proud of you admitting that this is so and for your desire to see this gone from your life. You really don’t want your eyes to be like that. I cleanse you and wash you in the blood of Jesus.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

Matthew

I ask that you do a financial miracle for my publisher who needs one

Father

I will attend to that.

Matthew:

I honor you Father. I give you praise for working in my life and on my eyes and my heart. I honor you Jesus and thank you for being in the court. I honor you angels that were here. I honor my personal angels. I leave the court.