Journal 32
God:
How are you doing?
Matthew:
As you know, I had trouble getting to sleep last night. I finally got to sleep at 5 :30 am. It was hard going. I had to come out onto my sofa to get to sleep. I have a head cold and that is not helping.
God:
Jesus told you not to worry to calm your anxiety and soon enough you were asleep. I am proud of you. Your mind was getting worried about the days coming and how you were going to cope without sleep. You were getting quite worried until Jesus spoke to you and told you things were going to be okay. Then you fell to sleep and slept till 11:30 am, just in time to get yourself ready to edit with your editor at 12:00pm.
Matthew:
Yes, I needed a full strength coffee to help me to wake up. The coffee did the trick and we were able to edit for two hours over a skype call. My editor reads the book she has edited aloud over the call so we can make any needed changes to the manuscript. Things went very well and we made a number of good changes and as time wore on within the two hours that is lasted I managed to fully wake up. The apostle Paul had some good answers to the questions that were asked of him, in this supernatural book.
God:
You are doing a great job with this book. Many people are going to be encouraged by it and pointed toward Jesus and the life they should be living. It is always good to see you progress and get one of the books completed that we have led you to complete. Take care.
Openness and Vulnerability 32
Matthew:
What lie am I believing?
Father:
You believe when you start to get to the difficult parts in your healing that you will have trouble sleeping and getting to sleep. The enemy is telling you this to stop you from going forward. Last night he was harassing you whilst you couldn’t get to sleep. The enemy is a bully and a liar.
You can be sure we will fulfil our promises to you. Jesus has promised you that he will be with you through this counselling process. As things got tough last night, or early this morning, Jesus was there to calm you down enough so that you could get to sleep. He is going to be with you every step of the way.
You can be confident that Jesus will be true to his word and will not leave you or forsake you in the times that are coming. Please hold onto this promise as it is vital that you continue on with your journey into healing.
Matthew:
Thank you Father for your comfort in this matter. I was getting quite concerned last night when I couldn’t get to sleep. Jesus came through in the end though and calmed my nerves. Thank you.
Courts of Heaven 32
Jesus, take me to the courts.
I see the courts. It is gold with precious stones inlayed within the gold. There are whit pillars of marble. I see the Father seated on his throne. I honor you Father. I see Jesus next to my table. I honor you Jesus. I see angels and saints in the room and I honor them. I see my personal angels an I honor them. I want to thank you Father for allowing me to come here every day and deal with issues.
I see my accuser; He says I am scared to be healed
I agree with my accuser. I am scared to be healed but I know God has promised me and Jesus has promised me that I am going to be okay. I know that I going to get through it. It is like how you feel going to the dentist. You may fear initially but the dentist does a vital work in your life. I repent for my fear of the healing process.
Father:
I forgive you. I wash you in my son’s blood. I promise you that everything is going to be okay with your healing and that you are going to cope with it. I bless you.
I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.
I write a scroll for you. “I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength”
Matthew:
Thank you Father> I honor you. I honor Jesus, the saints and the angels present. I leave the court