Getting Right with God- Part 48

Journal 48

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I am getting a little worried at all my sleeping in. I guess if I had something to do I would get up. I was really worried about the errors in my two kindle books yesterday and I couldn’t focus enough to do my journals.

God:

You have had someone do the kindle files now and fix the mistakes so everything should be okay now. I can understand you being so consumed with worry that you couldn’t talk to me and do your homework. It does take some effort each day for you to sit down and do your journals. It is getting later in the day the you do them now that you have been sleeping most of the day away.

Matthew:

I am pleased I found someone to fix the mistakes in the kindle files. That really had me worried. Bill, my publisher didn’t know how to fix the problems and sent me files to upload that weren’t fixed like they should have been. He left the errors in them and led me to assume he had fixed them. That really shocked me that he would do that and be dishonest with me. I am saddened by that.

God:

You need to forgive him and let that go. There is no good that can come of it thinking about that. You have had a person fix the mistakes now so if they have fixed the mistakes like they said they did, you have had the problem solved. That is why you can write to me because you are relieved and your mind is back at ease.

Openness and Vulnerability 48

Father:

That’s the second time you have spelt openness and vulnerability without spellcheck in 48 times. Ha ha.

Matthew:

You are funny God. It’s funny how you take notice of things like that.

Father:

It’s not quantity I have been saying, it’s quality I am after.

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

You think everything has to be done on your schedule. This is simply not true. Other people may have other ideas and other ways of doing things and how and when you want something done might not fit with them. You have to learn how to be flexible.

For example, you want to have the meeting between you and Wendy and Darla the organise her doing the PDF’s for your books and the kindle formatted books for you. You have not had the chance to meet with them this weekend and you are upset. What I am trying to tell you is that not everyone has to dance to your tune and meet with your schedule.

You can be hard to work with in this regard as you are a bit of a slave master. You want everything done on your terms in in your time. This may have to change if you are going to be a professional. You need to adapt and have more tact with people and take into account that people are free agents. Take care.

Courts of Heaven 48

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father. I honor him. I see Jesus at my table. I honor him. I see angels all around. I honor them. I see my personal angels. I give them all a hug.

I see the accuser, he says I am impatient with people I deal with.

That is true. I am impatient with people I deal with to get things done for me. I repent for this behaviour Father.

Father:

You are forgiven. It just need to change going forward. You have been made aware of it now and it is time to change. I wash you in the blood of Jesus.

I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you, “I am learning to be patient with all who I deal with.”

Matthew:

I thank you Father for your time and for the scroll. I thank Jesus for being here. I thank my personal angels. I leave the courts.