Getting Right with God- Part 49

Journal 49

God:

How are you going today?

Matthew:

Well I didn’t sleep in today because I have stayed up all night and day. I am doing pretty good. I am in a good mood. I have downloaded some music by Roy Fields, the worship leader who was the worship leader at the Lakeland Revival with Todd Bentley. It is so good to be listening to him. It is great to play as I talk to you.

God:

Yes, my Holy Spirit led you to that today. It was time that you bought some new music for your iTunes library. That is good that you love it. We knew that you would. You prophesied over him in 2010 and he wrote back to you and said he was blessed and confirmed some things that you said in your prophecy.

You make me happy Matthew. You have been a little worried about your healing and the darkness that you are going to face. I can tell you that we will be with you. The enemy simply wants you to quit and stop going for the light that is going to come from it. But you are my overcomer and my champion and so you are going to get through it and come out the other side.

I repeat. You make me so happy. I love you so much. Yes, you can see me on your sofa and I am crying once again. I love you so much. My heart aches for you. Do you know what a treasure you are to me?

Matthew:

I don’t think to highly of myself. I don’t see myself as you see me. I guess I see myself from a place and many lies and many sins. They block my true identity.

God:

That is why you will need to print these books and publish them so that you can read over them in the future and hear the things that I have said to you. You need to know your value. You can’t define yourself from the bondage that you are in. You are precious to me right now, not in a year’s time when you are finished counselling.

Openness and Vulnerability 49

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father

You think it is your responsibility to free your readers from all their deception they are in. That is the work of the Holy Spirit in a person’s life. It’s your job to expose error and teach truth that you know but it’s not your job to free everyone from their errors.

I think this lie weighs you down with a burden that you should not be carrying. It is our job to lead people into all truth. It is your job to guide people into the truth that we allot to you to teach. We want you to speak with authority in the areas that you know well and have lived.

We treasure you as a teacher of the Word. You have been watching Lance Wallnau and you have been impressed how much he knows the Word of God. You can grow to be that good with the Word when you start to read it more and more.

You are only going to get better and better the more that you read the Word and meditate on it.

Matthew

I renounce this lie that I have been believing. Set me free of this desire to correct everyone’s error. I realize that I have been trying to be the Holy Spirit in people’s lives. That is not my job. It’s important that I know that.

Father:

Aren’t you glad that I showed you this one?

Matthew:

Yes, Dad.

Courts of Heaven 49

Matthew:

Hi Bob

Bob Jones:

Him matey. I love you so much. You little forerunner you.

Matthew:

Take me to the courts of Heaven

I see the courts. I see you Bob beside my table. I honor you. I see the Father and the four living creatures. I revere them and honor them. I see Jesus and give him a hug. I hug my personal angels.

Elisha (one of my angels)
You are doing so well under such attack in your sleeping patterns and the fear of counselling. Keep on doing your homework as best as you can. I love you and I have got more for you than just a hug.

Mark (my finance angel)

There are more funds coming. We saw your blessing of other people today with your money you were blessed with. Heaven does not miss when you give with true abandon.

Bethany (My scribe angel)

The book on Enoch is going to be truly a mystical book. You are just getting ready to do it now. You are really going to enjoy doing it and you will enjoy the end result as you read it after it is published.

Michael (my guardian angel)

I am so pleased and proud of the man of God that you have become. You make me so proud. You are truly a gift from God to the world. A second Messiah. The world has seen nothing yet.

I see my accuser, he says that I am a person that puts too much trust in my own abilities.

Matthew:

This is true. I am pretty happy with my own abilities but I have to say when it comes to writing books I try to rest and use the anointing of God and lean on Bethany. I don’t think this accusation holds much truth. I repent of my using my own abilities.

Father

You do trust in your own abilities quite a lot. But I gave you those abilities and gifts and so there is not much wrong with it. I forgive you for moving in the flesh when you do. I wash you in the blood.
I judge the accuser and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you. “God is stronger in me then my own flesh.”

Bob:

The enemy is liar. Pay him no mind Matthew

Matthew:

Thank you Bob. Thank you angels. I give you all a hug. I thank you Father. I leave the courts.