Getting Right with God- Part 62

Journal 62

God:

How are you?

Matthew:

I had a good sleep and woke up well rested. I got to sleep okay without any problems. I went to pick up my medication today and saw a doctor to get referral to see a surgeon to cut some growths of the side of my eyes. I am pleased that I going to get that solved. It has been bothering me of late. Hopefully it will be dealt with on Friday the first time I see him. The government Medicare will pay for it so it won’t cost me anything. The doctor was so good to find me a surgeon that would use Medicare subsidies.

God:

That is the favour on your life that exists. People treat you well because I have given you favour in people’s lives. I am so pleased with you that you sought out help for what was bothering you. It is part of this new discipline that you are coming into. I care about you and I spoke to the doctor about getting you the free option. He specifically looked up a surgeon that would treat you on the governments Medicare scheme. You must be happy with that.

Matthew:

I am filled with happiness for the result. I just have to have the courage to go in there and get a needle and get the growth removed. It takes a bit of courage.

God:

You will be fine. You will do it easy. I have confidence in you. You will only have a little fear but it won’t last long before it is done and it will be all over. I trust you that you will be a champion. You will do a good job. You will be brave. Take care.

Openness and Vulnerability 62

Father:

Your tried really hard to spell those two words right Openness and Vulnerability but once again you failed. It is so good to see you try each time. It is funny. Let us get to it.

Matthew:

What lie am I believing?

Father:

You think that the fundamentals of the Christian faith should be known by every Christian. You think every Christian should know them as part of their Christian life and you are surprised that so many of your books teach them. It’s though that is all you and the saints that you interview teach.
You asked me once, how long will you be teaching the same things over and over? Do you remember what I told you?

Matthew:

Yes, you said I would be teaching the fundamentals until people started to do them. To me, that sounded like I will always be teaching them because people just don’t seem to know them and practice them. It is amazing that people can be in church for thirty years and still not know what Jesus taught.

Father:

It upsets me that the church does not teach people what my son taught. It grieves me that the people of God don’t know what Jesus taught and therefore don’t act like him to people they know that they do life with. People don’t even know that they should be like my son. They do not know that they are called to be the light of this world, like my son was when he was here.

Matthew:

I noticed you just said here which meant you were on earth when you said that. I see you now on my sofa and I see tears in your eyes. I see that this is very emotional for you. It must break your heart not to have people obeying your son or even knowing him well. I wish I could wipe those tears from your eyes. I wish my books would reach more people. I wish I could teach more people the truth that you want taught.

Father:

It’s really good to be your friend Matthew. I enjoy speaking to you because you have a heart like mine. I enjoy you because you understand what I am talking about. Yes, you will continue to have to teach the fundamentals to my church. Take care.

Courts of Heaven

Matthew:

Jesus, take me to the courts.

I see the courts. I see the Father and I honor him. I see Jesus and I honor him. I see the angels in the court and I honor them. I see my personal angels, Bethany, Mark, Elisha and Michael. I give them each a hug and listen to what they each say to me.

I see thee accuser. He has a dark black cape on and looks like an evil villain. He says that I am full of fear.

It is true. I agree. I deal with a lot of fear in my life. But I know with all things I need to run to God with my fears. I know that God can comfort me in all things. I praise God that he is my friend now and can talk to me about my concerns. I repent of allowing fear to control me sometimes.

Father:

You are forgiven. It is quite natural for people to fear. It is the enemies’ currency. He deals in worry and fear, shame and condemnation. He always tries to shut down my people including you Matthew. The secret is to run to me with your fear and to talk it over with me. I wash you in the blood of Jesus.

I judge the accuser, and send him to be punished.

I write a scroll for you, “I will place all of my confidence in God my Father.”

Matthew:

I thank you for the scroll and your judgement from you Father. I honor you and give you praise. I honor Jesus and my angels. I leave the courts