Journal 52 God: How are you doing today Matthew? Matthew: I am a bit tired today. I was going to skip this today but I decided to go ahead even though I am tired. I don’t think if I went to bed that I could sleep. I am just a little worn down. I bought […]

Journal 51 God: How are you today Matthew? Matthew: I am in good spirits. I have been up since 1 am and now I am in a very good place. It’s always a good thing to do my journal when I have been up for hours instead of only up for half an hour or […]

Journal 50 How are you? Matthew: I am good. I have been sleeping all day today again. I am pretty sure I am doing it because I have nothing to do with my day. I have really sore eyes and I can’t see to type. Will have to do this later. No I am going […]

Journal 49 God: How are you going today? Matthew: Well I didn’t sleep in today because I have stayed up all night and day. I am doing pretty good. I am in a good mood. I have downloaded some music by Roy Fields, the worship leader who was the worship leader at the Lakeland Revival […]

Journal 48 God: How are you? Matthew: I am getting a little worried at all my sleeping in. I guess if I had something to do I would get up. I was really worried about the errors in my two kindle books yesterday and I couldn’t focus enough to do my journals. God: You have […]

Journal 47 God: How are you? Matthew: I slept in today. I am well rested. I woke up hours before to a large donation in my PayPal. It is the most I have been given before in a donation. I remember when I asked you for $5000 and now you have given me that and […]

Journal 46 God: How are you? Matthew: I am a bit worn out by the exercise physiologist. He gave me some really hard exercises to do. He wants me to do them every second day. They really wore me out. I hope that I will be able to do them. I might give up seeing […]

Journal 45 God: How are you? Matthew: I was up late and so I have slept in today. Gone are the days of staying up and bouncing back the next day. I think I have to get used to the fact if I stay up there are going to be consequences. It’s hard to wake […]

Journal 44 God: How are you? Matthew: I have had a funny day. I slept in and received my frozen meals. I did my editing of my book with my editor and then I went back to sleep as I was tired. I have just woken up again and its time for my homework. God: […]

Journal 43 God: How are you today? Matthew: I am pretty emotional. I have to part ways with y publisher because he has too many money problems and ii can’t bail him out of them. It is a sad day for me. I have arranged for someone else to prepare my books for me so […]